Iona is Checking-in !

I'm back again for this week ! I can't say my motivation is too high right now but I try to keep at it.

I am job-hunting right now which is SOUL DESTROYING

I hate watching time pass without getting anywhere- it feels like my future is in other people's hands.

I do go to an unpaid internship and volunteer plus I occasionally sell on Ebay and I try to keep busy.

I felt REALLY down at The weekend and wasn't as active as I would have liked. Today, though, I jogged for 25 mins, did some FB weights workout and then worked on my flexibility

My mental health is not great but it's hard to get help because to GPs/ NHS people I look like I'm 'functioning' as I always appear put together (looking 'perfect' is a big issue for me ) and I got to some sort of job.

Anyone else found their health services frustrating ? I hope you're all having a decent start to the week !