Today I wanted to work out...but last night my 2 year old couldn't sleep..so I didn't get much sleep...any other time of beat myself up for not working out..saying I need to do this...but today I just relaxed after work with my daughter. It's so hard for me to relax...to take a break from working out...like I'm constantly thinking I need to do this or I won't look good enough...I suffer with body issues like everyone else...I can't say I've ever loved the way I look. I eat healthy but of course I want to indulge every once in a while...I know you only live once so you should make the most of it...but it's even harder after having a child to love your body...some days I am thankful for it because of my daughter but other days I hate it....my husband wishes id dress sexier in fitted clothing because he says I look good...but when I do...I feel so uncomfortable and I don't like it...it's hard to love our bodies no matter what we do to make them look amazing...