Lost inspiration

I have lost inspiration to do everything, sounds like i hit a wall, everyday there's a bad version of me.

I have stopped working out like two months and gaining weight is much easier.

I never been in this situation like i hate everything.

I went to talk with specialist and she tolds to be open with every community i'm in, and as i'm part of this family, i want to talk with you.

Life is gonna hard very hard, i just wants to pass this time and be a better version of me.

Sorry for the dark side.