I weighed myself this morning and for the first time in a couple years I'm under 160!
And still, I fit in the same clothes I've worn for several years. It's got me thinking about the past. There was a time I went paleo and got super skinny (and orange) and was starving all the time. There was a time I became size small in college (between eating small portions, walking everywhere, and interning at a farm). Yet having my clothes be too big felt... scary. I'm now wondering when is it time to just be. I'm glad all my past stretch marks from my time in a cast are gone. I'm glad that I have a physical job (landscape gardening) and will probably continue building up my strength training for it. I'm glad I decided to step back and do FB 30 rather than longer workouts because I push myself harder and feel great in a shorter amount of time, without feeling burnt out. I'm glad that throughout all of this, I still just eat what I enjoy.
157 lbs
I weighed myself this morning and for the first time in a couple years I'm under 160!
And still, I fit in the same clothes I've worn for several years. It's got me thinking about the past. There was a time I went paleo and got super skinny (and orange) and was starving all the time. There was a time I became size small in college (between eating small portions, walking everywhere, and interning at a farm). Yet having my clothes be too big felt... scary. I'm now wondering when is it time to just be. I'm glad all my past stretch marks from my time in a cast are gone. I'm glad that I have a physical job (landscape gardening) and will probably continue building up my strength training for it. I'm glad I decided to step back and do FB 30 rather than longer workouts because I push myself harder and feel great in a shorter amount of time, without feeling burnt out. I'm glad that throughout all of this, I still just eat what I enjoy.
Which I guess means I'm happy 😊