HKS (Healthy, Kind Support) Accountability Group April 13th
Hello beautiful Blenders,
I hope that you are all still sparkling. I think I lost my sparkle completely.
Through the fact that I was forced back on to the couch with a lot of pain and restricted ability to walk again, I really don't know what I am still waiting for. That things get better doesn't seem the right thing to hope for. I have to collect my grandchildren in Germany in June, but with such an unreliable back, I'm not sure I will be able to do so. I know, I'm only a few months in since the injury and I was told that I have to wait at least 3-6 month, but to be in a position right now where I have to start again almost at the beginning doesn't make me confident that there will be ever again a day where I can jump and dance without fear that my disc pops out again.
Sorry for such a happy post, but as you can read there is just nothing I can do to improve my situation really except for sitting around, but that is just not me.
On a happier not, we have a very cute Taiwanese Couchsurfer for the weekend. My husband wasn't excited when I told him I except her request. But honestly I can't go out anymore, this is my only way to connect with the world. And the boys were all excited about meeting her and they were helping with getting the bed ready and everything. She is lovely and the boys and she are really hitting it of together. I heard them still late at night chatting away. She is a former gymnast performer, performing all over the world. I would have loved that she shows me some tricks...😞
What ever you do today, make sure it makes you happy, no matter if rest, do some exercises or just something relaxing.
HKS (Healthy, Kind Support) Accountability Group April 13th
Hello beautiful Blenders,
I hope that you are all still sparkling. I think I lost my sparkle completely.
Through the fact that I was forced back on to the couch with a lot of pain and restricted ability to walk again, I really don't know what I am still waiting for. That things get better doesn't seem the right thing to hope for. I have to collect my grandchildren in Germany in June, but with such an unreliable back, I'm not sure I will be able to do so. I know, I'm only a few months in since the injury and I was told that I have to wait at least 3-6 month, but to be in a position right now where I have to start again almost at the beginning doesn't make me confident that there will be ever again a day where I can jump and dance without fear that my disc pops out again.
Sorry for such a happy post, but as you can read there is just nothing I can do to improve my situation really except for sitting around, but that is just not me.
On a happier not, we have a very cute Taiwanese Couchsurfer for the weekend. My husband wasn't excited when I told him I except her request. But honestly I can't go out anymore, this is my only way to connect with the world. And the boys were all excited about meeting her and they were helping with getting the bed ready and everything. She is lovely and the boys and she are really hitting it of together. I heard them still late at night chatting away. She is a former gymnast performer, performing all over the world. I would have loved that she shows me some tricks...😞
What ever you do today, make sure it makes you happy, no matter if rest, do some exercises or just something relaxing.
Thanks for checking in with me.
Wishing you all that your day just sparkles ✨