I said Good Bye to my BEST FRIEND yesterday

I know what an incredible community FB is. I reached out about 3 weeks ago to the community to share my heartbreaking anguish of coping with my 9 YO beloved dog’s diagnosis of inoperable metastatic lymphoma. So much love came to me and it was so appreciated.

Yesterday at 4:30, my “ride or die” passed. It’s so hard. Morning is excruciating because once you wake up and acclimate, tears start again and then everything looks so black. I miss her so much, it physically hurts. I can’t eat, sleep and don’t even want water.

My best friend, God love her, came to the house early this morning to take me to Farmer’s Market. She made me get out of the bed. Once I was out, I functioned. Another dear friend came over with dinner and lots of love. So incredibly generous. Problem is, I literally can’t eat, sleeping is terrible. The grief is excruciating. Any help would be so appreciated. Not having my best friend is just beyond awful.