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constantly starting

So I have been diagnosed with endometriosis and I finally know why I've been so tired and apathetic and with such low energy that I couldnt ....make myself exercise, for the last like...2 years.

I keep getting stuck on just very light stretching, adding maybe some total body easier videos once in a blue moon, but now I've decided to try and keep up with it.

It may sound weird but its .... kinda liberating to be actually diagnosed and told that the tiredness is not just a thing thats...going on, its a consequence of endo. I say liberating because it was hard to NOT think of myself as lazy for the last 2 years even though I was truly exhausted, cramped, or had extreme low energy, and then my periods would last for 10 days and would just knock me out too.

Its really hard to keep starting and then stopping every two weeks for two weeks. so I kinda....gave up?

But Im determined to stick with it now. Like....to spite it xD

I will make myself a good plan, and will take rest days, but I WILL advance back to the level I was before. Step by step.

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