Lost my motivation - yet pushing through it

Dear FB family,

I hope all of you are doing well. This is going to be a brief post, just because I wanted to vent: once March hit, thus completing a year into this pandemic/consecutive lockdowns, my energy and motivation dropped sharply. In the beginning of the month, I completed Mass as scheduled, but then I did not even make it all the way through the You Choose challenge. I changed that for Blend which I am doing now, although I keep inserting extra rest days etc. There is a pressing deadline ahead for the research project I am working on and this translates into high levels of anxiety and really long hours in front of the computer, so it’s not like I am judging myself (or maybe I am a little bit) for not keeping up with the pace I have had for the previous 2.5 months, but I do feel sorry over it. I also feel sorry for the fact that even when working out, I am absent-minded. Anyway, I just felt like sharing. If anyone feels the same, you are more than welcome to do so! Take care everyone!