Needing to somewhat vent

I will be staring week 3 of Bodyweight tomorrow. I am not sure I like this routine. 🤔

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Last night, I was barely able to breath. I tried taking deep breaths, but with each one, I just inhaled more smoke. I have not wheezed this bad in quite a while. Pulmonologist said I cannot afford to get sick again, as it may be the last time.

Things are not looking so good for the wildlife, either. My deer buddies have disappeared. 😢

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Dad and I have offered up our property to evacuees. A few people actually had the audacity to make us feel small (we were not helping in a way they saw fit). I almost rescinded my offer. 😔

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Dad’s laboratory work and CT scan showed no signs of recurrent cancer. He has 1 more year to go before he is declared cancer free. 💕

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I have been missing mom a lot. September 6th marked my third birthday without her. 😢 🌷

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We are on level 1 evacuation (though we already have things ready to go). The winds are supposed to pick up. 😬

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Overall, though, we are still truly blessed. 🙂

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How can I pray for you? ✝️ 💕

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