I’m in a bad place 😶

I don’t know what happens! I’m starving myself I workout 6 days per week for an hour: cardio, weights, abs all kinds of stuff.... But I’m still giant weight 😱😭

I know it’s just a number, but I’m so tired! I wanna be a happy no matter how I look, but I just can’t. I weighed myself everyday multiple times.... I’m just... I don’t have job anymore, because of coronavirus and I stayed home all day every day and the only thing that I’m doing is to weight and punish myself....

I’m so depressed right now...