Back again after a hard year

Hey guys!

I've been working out with fitness blender 2018 and i liked it a lot.... I'm 2019 i had to get through a horrible divorce.... Due to that i stopped working out, eating healthy and taking care of me.

I really don't know how to get back on track..... I'm tiered all the time and not motivated to work out at all.

Today i started FB Mass.... It's not the kind of workout I'd need most (i have to loose weight, at least 20 pounds) but doing weights is the only thing i can motivate myself to do right at the moment......

Does any one you know a magic spell to get me motivated?