SOS

I hate myself. I feel so uncomfortable in my skin, I'm 14 and have no money to support myself with a gym subscription. And my parents are un willing to pay for one, not because they don't support me, because they don't have enough money. I have developed self harm as a coping mechanism, and just got into health and fitness, but there is so much information out there I can't know whats best for me. Im tired of being tired and fat, I really hope I can get some help, I way 165 pounds and I'm gonna do my best to get as fit and as healthy as I can before 9th grade,

Thank you for your time.

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