Gotta get up and try

Today I was called fat. Things in my life just can not go my way.

This morning I was thinking, okay you will start again but seriously. This is it. And then this happens. It did not really touch me but I am scared. My scars become visible when it's not the time. I am scared that those words don't affect me later. I will try but it is pretty hard. I have no support. I think I will start a Blog or something just to show people they are not alone.

I have a beautiful family but with my anxiety it is very hard for me to open. I have gained a lot of pounds. I am trying. Please, be gentle to those who are trying.

It is hard but I will try. I promise.πŸ’š