I started April coming off a strong March and then my body had other plans. I would have some extra workout completes on there if I could track walks, but it would only be a handful. I was so excited to start a new program in April and now I am feeling bad about it.

I can blame my Sjogrens, grad school or being a toddler mom, but if I am honest I probably keep letting things take a higher priority than completing my workouts. Finding motivation is hard especially when I am dealing with fatigue and pain from Sjogrens. Sometimes I feel like I have to reserve my energy for either dealing with my son or working out because I won't have energy for both.

Its so crazy to me that I can be so on it with my diet and workouts for several weeks and then the first day I have a bad Sjogrens day, I can't seem to recover.

I am adding a new workout program to my May calendar in hopes that I will complete more workouts. This time there will be no grad school and my husband will be working out too.

Not asking for a pity party, just getting my thoughts out