Hi. I don’t know why I felt the need to share this. I hold a lot of things in, so maybe releasing it to some people even strangers will make me feel better.
I don’t feel normal. I look in the mirror and hate absolutely everything about myself. I know God does things for a reason, but I can’t tell think of the reason why he made me. I feel like no matter what I do, I fail. No matter how hard I try I fail. It’s so frustrating because I’ve always given 100% but I just don’t seem to be normal. One of my goals for this year is to workout more. Not just to be skinny but to find a way to love myself. And I have started working out. But I feel like no matter what I do, I’m still that ugly fat albino girl. I’m not only for pity or for anyone to lie and say “Oh but you’re beautiful.” I just needed to say that.
Not So Nornal
Hi. I don’t know why I felt the need to share this. I hold a lot of things in, so maybe releasing it to some people even strangers will make me feel better.
I don’t feel normal. I look in the mirror and hate absolutely everything about myself. I know God does things for a reason, but I can’t tell think of the reason why he made me. I feel like no matter what I do, I fail. No matter how hard I try I fail. It’s so frustrating because I’ve always given 100% but I just don’t seem to be normal. One of my goals for this year is to workout more. Not just to be skinny but to find a way to love myself. And I have started working out. But I feel like no matter what I do, I’m still that ugly fat albino girl. I’m not only for pity or for anyone to lie and say “Oh but you’re beautiful.” I just needed to say that.