Mondays are always a struggle no matter what. Eating wise it went okay and I ate well. Still can’t get in the morning snack tho. Had a lot of homework to do and studying. Was stressed in the afternoon because of feeling like I was sick after my afternoon snack. I ate dinner and a night snack but didn’t feel good and didn’t really want to eat. Also general recovery struggles like is this process worth it and fear of weight gain.
Spent most of the day with Jennipurr at my side.
Also been watching a lot of youtubers with EDs and hoping they help me with this process. People like Rebecca Leung, Elzani, and StefMaireRecovery really help and are a good insight.